blessings have dripped and fears will cease

my scrambled brain fights fears of forgetting, "inadequacy", antsiness, and flat out laziness. life will be recorded. it must. i must seek this life as well. this abundant heaven breaking in life. fears consist of: imperfection of words (can they be perfect?) forgetting summer not acquiring a teaching job moving the cost of moving: friends, family, possessions, stuff... Summer has already contained numerous blessings: weddings, nieces, dancing, dinners, foot washing, meals and meals, pitchers and pints, cloves, smiles, family, omaha, zoos, fixed gears, allison, a space trilogy, dollar slices, chillin, oscar, cuddles, the cafe, grillin, tropical snow, a batting cage, freckles, coffee, the wii, peterson pits, CAthey, both Halls, of course the Cox's, amazing parents, car alignment, outdoor music on main, buzzed bike riding (i hope there's more. don't tell Kate's folks..shhhh...), and obviously this list will go on and on. may it not stop here. my brain has been helped. but i don't quite believe it when i feel my foot racing here.